I feel that if I had been listened to I would not have missed school so much but then I was sick with a few viruses and also I think if someone had of

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I feel that if I had been listened to I would not have missed school so much but then I was sick with a few viruses and also I think if someone had of cared I would not have done some bad things like vandal and stealing and copying the people who had abused me. if someone had of listened so much would not have happened. all the guilt and way he had me sneaking around letting him molest me I wish it had never happened. I wish the adults had of thought about me rather then leaving me with his man who kept molesting me and how I had to hide it all. the double life I lead all those years.

I am still very very damaged by the abuse people have said to me that I was to blame when I was only 4 or 5 when my cousins were abusing me and then bill and my grandmother. I don’t think its fair to blame a child that young or to expect them to carry the burden of finding s** jobs for adults. I find that repugnant to all moral values and legal standards. god what person would the f*** do that to a child?

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I wish I was worthy of love and praise, that I was someone worth spiritual connection with. Every time I read one of these vague love letters I end up wishing it was for me even though they’re obviously not and never will be. I miss Jason. I miss feeling human. I miss feeling safe. I will never be able to feel that way again without him because I’ve learned my lesson and I will never trust another human being besides him again. The risk isn’t worth it because his care has been the only reward I’ve gained from trusting people in my life. He’s the only one worth trusting without fear.

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