Listen to me please. People might say your not worth it. That you should die. That your just a waste of air and space. They might call you names, spread rumors, break you down, beat you up emotionally and physically, say that your a monster, and just over all people want to shatter you. You might not have friends and no one wants to even give you a chance just because of the way you look and act. Then when you tell people they might say your just being overemotional and to s*** it up cause this is life. People, when they see you happy… they want to ruin your happiness. They want to spit on it and smash it into a thousand pieces because “it wont get you anywhere. You have responsibility’s. Your going to throw away your life with this.” And over all people want to decide your whole life for you. But its your damn life. Dont listen to those people. People want to break anything that is beautiful. Dont let them get there little sadistic satisfaction. Do what you want to do. Be who you want to be. And despite what anyone else thinks, you mater. You are not a waste of space. If your happy then thats all that matters. Things may get tough and no matter how many times people want to f*** you up you get back up and brush them away. You dont have to be what everyone else wants you to be. People may make you feel that anything that goes wrong is your fault but its not. You arnt some cursed person bringing havoc to everyone. You arnt the reason for everyones problems. You arnt the reason someones upset. you can make a change. Look back to your younger self and ask yourself if youd be proud of yourself now and if your not then go get another mirror. Look longer until you can finally grasp onto the thing that your proud of. You are beautiful just the way you damn are. If anyone tells you other wise then there blind. Be happy. Enjoy life. Dont let anything anyone says bring you down. I believe in you. You can get through this! You matter. Your loved. You deserve happiness!