im honestly here because i have to get something off my chest, so i had no idea what category to put it in. so, recently i found some clearblue pregnancy tests in the bathroom. im underage and have no interest in s** and s*** like that and the only other females in the house are my 4 year old sister and my mum. so, i jump to conclusions and think ‘is my mum pregnant????’ honestly, i dont think so but im also not sure. she does have a male friend (even before i found the tests im wasnt so sure about him being just a ‘friend’, a few weeks ago when he came over for dinner i heard, like, kissing noises??? behind me – right behind me and after he’s gone, of course, im too shy to ask what it was) she has known for about a year now. so this guy, im not too fond of him because our family and my mum specifically has a history of abusive men, he and my mum have been going out to dinners and night outs (as ‘friends’), even tonight, im babysitting the sister so they can go out. well, anyway my mind goes “what if they’ve been having S** on their nights out?!?!” (my mum’s currently ‘single’ if you wanna know) and “what if my mum’s pregnant because of a guy she’s not even dating (?)?!?!?!?” and “how’s my single mum gonna balance christmas, 4 kids, one of said kids plane tickets to us, bills, food, general necessities, a very much depressed and anxiety filled 15 yr old kid (aka me) and a potential newborn baby when she’s already struggling to put food on the table?!??!?!?!?!?” so all in all, my 41 yr old single mum of 4 kids who works 7am-5/6pm might be preggo and im just going to ignore it because thats what i do to my own issues because shes too busy to check on us
not to mention the issues of my 18 yr old bro because i have no idea whats going on with him AND my other bro whos idk 20 and coming in two days and the issues of HIM
ugh
sorry