I know I’m a transgender guy since I’ve had gender dysphoria my whole life. But I don’t know if I’m gay or straight or if I’m just queer. The question’s been on my mind for the last couple of days. I really need someone to talk to about this but I don’t have any friends who’s open to talk about these kinds of things since they all think I’m too feminine to be a trans guy. Sure, I’m not masculine enough but I just don’t like being called “she” at all. I also hate makeup and girly clothes. I’ve always been like this since I was just a kid. I only got along with dudes during my childhood. I did boys’ stuff and felt like my life was amazing until puberty hit and I faced serious depressions, anxieties and discomfort with my own body. Having b****, a v***** and period really drives me crazy and keeps pushing my depressions further. That’s why I’m an emotional wreck. Depressions make me feel so bad about my life that I’ve become a really sensitive person. But then people think I’m just weak and super feminine. No one’s willing to talk to me about my problems with my gender. Life seriously s****.
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Hang in there. One thing to remember is that gender and sexuality are two different things. If you’re certain you’re trans, focus on that. Feelings and relationships can develop over time. You could be straight, bi, homosexual or pansexual after transitioning. You’re seeing yourself as too femenine because of the disphoria. Follow instagram accounts, search FTM, some of the transformations are amazing really don’t look anything like the person they used to be. You’ve got this, one step at a time. Be brave.
Damn, u sound like a therapist or something. Thanks for ur advice, I appreciate it. But I don’t find myself feminine at all. It’s only what people think of me.