19-09-09(3:39:34)

I miss my friend very much. I met him when I went on a trip to New York. I saw the first day of our conference, he introduced himself and something caught my eye, but since i was sitting ahead of him i couldn’t get another look. He looked so good in a suit, and i wanted to talk to him so bad, get to know him. I found out he was from another country, and i thought, “wow, he’s foreign now i really want to go talk to him.” That day i didn’t get a chance but the next day i did.

I saw him walking ahead of me, and i was walking with my friends and i said, “i’ll be back i want to see what this guy’s all about.” I ran to him in my heels…lol…and caught up to him. Let me tell you he has the most gorgeous smile ever, he introduced himself and i to him, we shook hands and i felt something. I was so attracted to him.

We began to talk about everything! We finally arrived to our conference area but there was a line to enter the building so i stood in line with him and we spoke some more. I mean i really felt the chemistry, and i couldn’t help but to smile at everything he said. He made me laugh so much and he had the cutest little accent ever.

As we were entering the building i knew we would part and go our separate ways but he said, “Are you going to the dance later on?” I asked, “Are you?” he responded, “but of course.” and i said, “I’ll see you there.” And we waveed goodbye as we went our ways.

The whole time we were apart all I could think of was him. The young man i had met. I was crushing it hard. I couldn’t wait for the dance, i was going to get all prettied up just for him, i wanted to impress him so i could stand out in his mind.

Finally we arrived at the hotel once again and it was time to get ready for the dance! I had this cute halter dress black and white polka-dots…so cute! I had these wedge heels to match, i did my make up really nice and wore my trench because it was mighty cold outside.

As we approached the club my heart began to race and felt like it was going to come out of my chest. As we walked in i noticed it was hella dark, all i thought was, “How am i going to find him?” i asked my friends if they would help me look for him and they said of course. We stepped onto the dance floor and i turned…there he was…wow he looked so hot!

I tapped his shoulder and he asked, “do you want to dance?” of course i was going to say yes! I told my friends i would be with him for a while, but I ended up spending the whole night with him. We danced and then we went for some drinks and we talked, exchanged e-mail and phone numbers then we danced some more.

As it was time to leave i wondered if he would mind a kiss…as i was going to leave we hugged and i kissed his cheek and he kissed mine…it was magical…i yelled to him, “text me!” he said, “i sure will cutie” Aww…he thought i was cute. He was hella sweet and i thought we had something genuine.

I knew that tomorrow i would be leaving but i didn’t want to think of that. I grew attached to him in just a matter of days.

We saw each other at the hotel before i went up to my room we talked in the lobby for a while then i found out he had put my phone number wrong on his phone so i corrected it. =) It was getting late so i went to my room and we texted the night away.

He was in my heart and mind the whole night…i knew we could have nothing more that what we did because we were leaving going our separate ways.

He told me i was the only one he actually got to know, and for me he was the same. I miss him so much, I just wish i had one chance to see him…i don’t think he knows how much i miss him. If i could go to Lebanon to visit him i would.

We still keep in touch to this day, but it will never compare to what we had in New york. I hope he understands that.

What we had those couple of days was great, i really miss you i wish we could have had something more. I know you’re happy and i just hope you know how much i miss you.

I’m sure you know who this is.

Love Always [hugs&kisses] 😉

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