I have feelings for my guy friend, and he doesn’t know I’m gay.
But it’s not just that. We were hanging out alone at his house watching TV. I randomly laid my head on his shoulder and he just let me rest there for a couple of minutes before I turn my head and kissed him on the cheek. He elbowed me off gently, but I played it off by laughing so hard, making him believe that I was just messing with him saying “you’re so fun to mess with!!!” (Cackling hard on the outside, cringing on the inside) Sigh… Anyways,he believed that and we went back to watching like nothing happened.