I dont know why I’m on her but I keep feeling it’ll help. It probably wont but I just wanna get out a lot of things. I’m a 19 year old guy who has a huge crush on a 17 year old soon to be 18 girl. She’s so beautiful but we’ve never talked in person. What I want is for me to get an opportunity with this girl because guys have treated her wrongly. What pisses me off even more is that this girl is f****** beautiful and I dont understand why someone would play with her feelings. Like I’m being serious. I guarantee you that if you’ve seen this girl you’d never think that anyone would leave a girl like this behind. I want to be that guy who she falls in love with. I want to be that guy who makes her realize good guys exist. I want to be that guy who actually makes a commitment and means everything they say. I get it there’s so many other girls around the world but I dont want them. I have my eyes focused on one. Maybe God showed me her because I could actually have something with her or maybe not. I ain’t gonna get obsessed with her and stalk her like no what the actual f***? If you’re gonna win over a girl it has to be something real and meaningful. Love now a days is the hardest thing to find. S**? Easy as f***. But no. I dont want a good feeling that will last for only a while. I want happiness with a girl that will last for a long long time. My generation s**** when it comes to love. I keep on wishing and wishing and wishing I’ll get a chance to talk to her or I dont know. If she finds another guy that makes her happy well good. But it’ll make me sad that it won’t be me. It’s not the end of the world for me, no. I just want it to be her. I dont care if we have to be friends for a long time or meet her family I dont care. I wanna support her and her family. I just hope God blesses me with something real. What I feel for her is real. Believe me. Love still exists. It’s just really f****** hard to find someone who feels the same way and will actually commit.
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r/niceguys much?
I kind of get how you feel. I’ve had a crush on this guy for nearly a year now, but it’s to talk due to time zones. Every now and then I think that my crush on him has faded, but then we have a full on conversation and I feel this immense joy and happiness in my chest that I’ve only ever felt with him, and then when we stop talking, the joy is replaced by this sad, numbing emotion. But, if he were to fall in love with someone else who makes him happy, then I’m glad to at least be able to call him a friend. I don’t know if this is love, but I do know what I feel is real, and I also believe that love is real. Good luck!