Having s** with my first cousin.

We were having a new years party at my house and my cousin was getting really drunk, so drunk that she couldn’t drive and had no one to drive her, so she decided to spend the night.

I had some evil intentions and had always been attracted to her, and this was the perfect opportunity to act on my desires. She layed down on the floor of my sisters room basically hammered(since my sisters bed wasn’t big enough for the two of them), I came in and offered her a bed to sleep on in my room.

I helped her to my room, plopped her on my bed and realized she was only wearing a long t-shirt and thongs, which made me really h****. I then decided to test the waters, I started feeling her up, grabbing her huge thighs and and huge a** to see how she would react, she barely reacted.

I pulled down her thong and saw her bush and v*****, I was so excited that I put her legs on my shoulders and decided to slide my c*** into her v***** right then and there without a condom. I was 17 and still a virgin and had no s***** experience, it was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced, it felt so good, I only lasted maybe a minute or two and came inside her.

Instant regret hit me hard and I realized I basically raped my cousin and possibly impregnated her, I started panicking and then calmed down and thought of a plan.

I left her on the bed and laid next to her. I rested for maybe 10 or 20 mins at a time, waited until 7am(I had s** with her at around 1am) and woke her up, when she woke up I asked

“Why are you naked on my bed?! Did we do anything??”

She saw that I was naked and so was she and started freaking out

“Oh my god holy s***!! I don’t remember anything!”

“Neither do I, I was totally out of it too”(I was fully aware of what I was doing)

“I gotta go”

She immediately put on her clothes and left. She didn’t end up getting pregnant and we never talked about this incident ever again, it’s been 5 years now.

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