HOW LONG IS THIS S*** GOING TO GO ON?

THERE HAS TO BE WAY OUT OF THIS. WHO IS DOING THIS TO ME AND WHY?

I DON’T WANT AN OLD MAN LIKE RON POACHER AND I AM NOT RON POACHER. OK.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN 1977?

I KNOW WHAT SOME PEOPLE WERE DOING WHO DON’T WANT TO ADMIT IT AND WHO HAVE USED AND ABUSED ME FOR SOME REASON.

I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO DIANA IN 1977 OR ANYTIME.

WHY IS DON JOHNSON ABUSING ME FOR ALL THESE YEARS? HE IS AN INSANE IDIOT.

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SIT HERE LIKE A NOTHING WHEN MY SISTER HAS HAD IT ALL AND I GET NOTHING BUT THIS S****** MAN WHO RAPED ME.

THIS IS NOT FUNNY.

ANYWAY I DON’T FEEL SORRY FOR THOSE THREE P*** F****** IDIOTS BECAUSE THEY DON’T LOOK LIKE VICTIMS TO ME, NOT LIKE HOW I WAS.

RICKY IS EVIL AND HE NEVER LIKED ME DON DOES NOT LIKE ME
ROBERT AND RUDI DIDN’T LIKE ME.

NO ONE LIKES ME.

I DON’T LIKE OLD MEN. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

I DON’T LIKE KEN, I DON’T LIKE BUGSY AND I DON’T LIKE RON OR DON
I DON’T LIKE BOWIE. I DON’T LIKE CHARLIE NOW.

WHY ARE PEOPLE ABUSING ME? WHY JUST ME???

I CAN’T HELP IF I CAN NOW REMEMBER PEOPLE F****** ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR AT PARTIES AT MY PLACE IN 1978 I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT, OR FOR LOUISE AND BUGSY IN 1975 SCREWING AROUND

THEY TRIED TO DROWN ME. HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL REMEMBERING THAT EXPERIENCE AND HAVING MY HEAD FORCED DOWN INTO WATER BY THEM?? HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL???

WHY DIDN’T THE FUCKERS JUST KILL ME PROPERLY THEN ??? IN 1975

DO THE WORLD A BIG FAVOR…. AND JUST KILL ME … REALLY KILL ME OFF AND STOP ME TALKING ON HERE. LIKE GET SOMEONE TO GET A GUN AND KILL THE LOT OF US AT NIGHT.

PROBLEM GONE FOREVER!!!!

I CAN’T HELP THAT I AM STARTING TO REMEMBER THINGS PEOPLE DON’T WANT ME TO.