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I feel so horrifically low right now, I just moved in with my girlfriend and everytime she mentions going out or meeting someone I just feel a wave of terror and have a panic attack and I just feel like I’m gonna ruin her life because I should be able to just let her do her thing but I know deep down that I’m never gonna be able to get on top of my depression and I’m so scared that I’m gonna ruin things and I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do because I love her so so much and I know that if I went home to my parents I’d probably just end it all because I don’t want to be apart from her but it’s clearly not good for her to be worrying about me everytime she goes out and I just don’t know what to do anymore

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