I’m so f****** confused, I’m trying to juggle so much s*** in my school despite the fact I’m leaving the country this novemeber. My parents are forcing me to keep working on projects, joining competitions when all I wanna do is spend time with my friends, do all the things I’ve always wanted to do and.. just be with my boyfriend before I have to leave. F*** I don’t know how to feel. This is so confusing. I just wanna prepare to leave.. but they keep telling me I have to keep studying. Gahhh f***