I cant be 100% sure but I’m almost certain I have binge eating disorder. It’s so hard to control my eating habits when I’m alone but I don’t eat a lot in front of others, I even hide all traces of whatever I eat (wash the plates and put it in the exact places, throw food packets directly into the rubbish chute etc). I barely eat in school but it’s getting more obvious that I gained 4kgs in the past month. I always tell myself that it’s because of stress, and I know it’s not. I’m reluctant to even seek help because I’m afraid of being labelled a pig.