Don’t know what’s happening with me everything went worng trying to do something but ends up with hopeless and loss. basically I’m a looser yes I’m a looser, looser is small I’m a biological waste I’m not perfect in any thing i have no personality and all my dreams are not so big and I’m always telling lie to my parents and don’t i m so much fear to telling truth to them they always support me but i don’t know why I’m becoming lier i front of them and start falling down in my own life. i wanna talk to them but don’t what to talk and how to talk sometimes i tried but i failed i don’t have guts to speaks my problem with them. i m 19 and don’t know when i have speak with my parents freely if i have talked with them. i don’t who is the last person with whom i have talk freely and and any truth. sorry to everyone i don’t know you are reading this aur not but i really feel sorry to all of them……….. i love one girl name s******* i like her too much i tell her but she replyed me that she respect my feelings but we should be only game partner basically we play online game daily but from somedays she is not playing and talking. i feel very bad but i respect her so i don’t talk with her about this and try to forget her……..sorrry s**** for telling you my fellings for you i was happy with my feelings but when you ask me about this and i speak out feelings from that day i have cried. i have didn’t tell you my feelings befor i know that you don’t like me and my appearance but some chats makes me more passionate about youu. so I’ll feel sorry to tell you my feelings about you sorry…. sorry to everyone….
