I feel like I’m never going to change, and I’m scared of that. I’m also afraid that I’ll never fall in love. I got rejected by this guy I really liked…he is emotionally intelligent. We tried to be friends, but the friendship was pocessive and toxic (I was pocessive and toxic). Now I’m doing what I can to forget him…but I still think I might love him…I love him and I don’t even truly know him. I screwed up hugely. F***.
