I dont have a close friend I can tell this to, so today Im gonna consider you all as my best friends. To start off, Im an 18 year old girl with a huge crush on her best friend, but like we never really met, it’s not like an online friendship where I dont know him it is just that we studied in the same school and stuff but never really had the chance to meet and talk closely, so we only really know each other online, we are gonna soon meet up and Im f****** scared cuz Im ugly, fat, and just unattractive whatsoever, and the pics I post are just pics of me in a good lighting with good makeup and stuff, that is why Im afraid cuz I just cant look as good as I am in those pictures, and he calls me beautiful but Im just the opposit Im freaking ugly and we have that kinda relationship where we both know that there might be something going on between us but Im afraid that when he sees me he’ll just lose intrest in me.