to my lovely anonymous friend who likes to be updated on the guy from work wearing suits looking beautiful:

sometimes when i have to close at work, i have to do this thing called ‘deckscrub’ and it’s just where i scrub the floor behind the main desk and then lead the water to the drain. sounds gross but eh. anyway, i was at the part where i was leading the water, and he comes up and looks at what i did, and goes ‘no baby’ then takes the thing out of my hands and then says something along the lines of ‘hon you have to do it like this’
again, i wasn’t drooling, but i was keeping quiet and i knew my face was heated up. my co worker said that when she sees me talking to him, apparently my face gets really red, and i don’t even realize it. she said it happened again when she caught me that same day. i knew i blushed but the way she’s making it out to be, it seems like it’s very noticeable.

also, please don’t laugh. but i somehow locked myself outside my job while putting the trash can out there. and i was knocking on the door and he opened it and instead of that being that, he put his hand higher so i had to walk underneath

another thing(told you a lot) is i had to empty the mop water and im so weak, like i can’t lift anything. its sad really. anyway, i couldn’t lift it up to empty it, so i asked another girl and she did it no problem and i said ‘how can you lift that up and yet we have the same size arms?’ and he heard and goes ‘you guys don’t have the same size arms’ and me being self conscious and overthinking it, was thinking “oh my arms are bigger duh” but he ended up saying “your tiny” and touched my arm and put his next to mine as a comparison and stated again “your tiny/small” and i looked him dead in the eyes and told him what i believe, “im not tiny” and i tried so hard to keep eye contact but i just ended up looking away.

oof, another thing, i was getting something to drink, and i turn to look in the back and i see him doing some weird a** s*** with his head to no one in particular and he caught me staring and i just broke out giggling and he looked down and smiled. it was the cutest s*** ive ever seen

okay, that’s all my dear friend

OKAY IM GUNNA SUBMIT THIS BEFORE I REGRET IT. for some weird reason and it’s just me overthinking it, i keep thinking he’s gunna come on here and read this and know it’s about him, because he would know if he were to read this. why do i have to overthink everything?