I want to crucify my flesh and make an example of it sacrifice it for others and submit it to God. I have fetish for extreme humiliation. I wake up aroused and immediately searching my instag ram for barefoot women. I use this sight to condemn myself to hours of masochism, ending with racial humiliation fetishism often with interracial gay p*** or racial humiliation joi. I crucify this urge and give it to the most high Creator Healer and Redeemer. If You will not remove this desire I am at a loss.