its not just a passing “what if” thought that is passed over to something pretty or real but I seriously believe in vampires. the more lower and lower to insanity I get the more the experiences are becoming real. is it madness or is it the slip into madness that forces the brain to do the unbelievable. this Indian man told me to go deeper and deeper down, to hit the souls and hear the voices and I have and the gift of telepathy etc my eye lids look different. I feel like I am looking through someone elses eyes even. “not feeling yourself today?” not exactly!