day in tatters. now I am frayed and frazzled. so tired and eyes so watery and sore. went to specialist suits for medical thingy. that went ok. decided stupidly to walk around. went into book stores and jewelry stores. why am I attracted to terrible junk jewelry? anyway. had the nicest lunch with toasted sandwich and strawberry shortcake and delightful elderflower drink. felt dizzy looking through the glass wall balcony. found some perfume and sat down. no point me putting in for winning prizes. this old bag only ever wins bird poo prizes. sat down again and begged for a moments peace in that shopping mall palace. got a bag or two and sat down again. hated the wind and cursed at the sky.