In an angry outburst, I finally confessed to my father how much I want to die. He later sent text messages to my mother, threatening to put her and my siblings on the street because he is tired of going to work and supporting his kids. I’m such a terrible little s*** anyways, doing the world a favor ending my life today, cost my family huge money and I flunked out of college. Hope my mother can scrape by and save herself and my siblings—move to somewhere like Montana. Hope my father is happy his little s***** whiny b**** kid is dead after tonight.