Answer to #1, my parents I guess.. But it’s like I’m alive for someone not for myself, which sucks.. I’m sick of it. I have no future and the only people who really cared are gone.. I have few friends left but I feel like if I died they’d cry for 2 – 3 days and move on.. I ruined my future, my present and all I do is live in the past, in my short memory.
I don’t hold grudges. Forgiving, check. Forgetting? Even though I don’t know you, I know you know it won’t happen as much as I do. Moving on? What for, to get broken once again? I never pretended I was strong.
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What did you have that is not gone?
T.A.
Don’t you dare !
Answer to #1, my parents I guess.. But it’s like I’m alive for someone not for myself, which sucks.. I’m sick of it. I have no future and the only people who really cared are gone.. I have few friends left but I feel like if I died they’d cry for 2 – 3 days and move on.. I ruined my future, my present and all I do is live in the past, in my short memory.
Write everything down, problems etc. set new goals, deal with it, prioritize, cry 2-3 days, move on. Reinvent yourself. Dont look back.
ONLY THE WEAK KILL THEMSELVES it’s not a way to escape, just forgive forget and move on!
I don’t hold grudges. Forgiving, check. Forgetting? Even though I don’t know you, I know you know it won’t happen as much as I do. Moving on? What for, to get broken once again? I never pretended I was strong.
Keep fighting it, OP. Don’t worry. You’ll learn from it.
T.A.