when i was 14, i had written a piece of smutty fiction. I had not really come to terms with my s******** until i was 17 and back then, my only idea of it was the heterosexual kind. The scene of it was of course, straight. I didn’t know of any other kind of s******** then. I found that I had written it to be more like the girl was being raped. Shows what i felt about being in a heterosexual relationship. How screwed up and brainwashed i was back then.
