I like this girl alot, i dont know how to tell her,or even if she thinks of me that way im too awkward and i never initiate conversations since im the worst at that and i dont know what to do. She’s really special to me, i care for her alot and well i sometimes feel like i can be dismissive towards her and i don’t mean to be like that towards her you know? Like i don’t mean that i just can be awkward and a crappy person at communication, i think about her alot