one thing I will give my brothers godparents they actually did take him out places, spend time with him and the family and he knew who they were. they bought him birthday and xmas gifts. or just lollies when they visited, rang and say hi to him.

my godparents never wanted to know me.

no one ever took me anywhere for my birthday, xmas, etc no cards no phone calls to say hi.

now I don’t want to know them. I don’t need much now.

I am not even a person. when I needed help people laughed at me and abused me more or they ignored and did nothing to help while I was being molested for 10 years.

I barely had friends. its not like I need them NOOOOWWWW!

as my mum says “don’t explain just f*** off”

it might of been nice to be asked out.