I fight with my best friend yesterday.
the fight was very ugly. the reason is I love her and she is in live with someone else. I compelled her.
how can you make someone love you forcefully.after fight she stopped talking to me. she was hurt much.
both were crying. we used to be very good friends. she did not expect me to do this.
I feel very sorry for my behaviour.
but what can I do. I want to go far away from her. far far away where no one would be able to see me.
I even had a thought of killing my self yesterday.
I am no good at all
I have financial problems.everybody thinks I have a lot of money.but reality is I am in huge debt.about 100000INR.
I have my career problems. I dont like my current job. I dont have proper skills to do some other job. I am at a loss.huge loss.
shivani please forgive me.
I am a good person.
its these circumstances that made me this ugly person.