Advice needed:
I always feel like I am over thinking things. I blame myself for everything and I hate everyone around me too. Maybe it’s the stress of exams. Lately I’ve felt more alone than ever. Is it normal for an ex to treat you like s*** and speak to you with disdain? Is it normal for all your friends to suddenly take his side and not even ask if you’re okay? It is normal for people to not care even though they know you’re tired and broken? Many of my friends know I cut, I starve or eat then throw up and don’t sleep enough. Did I burden them too much? Is that why they don’t talk to me? Is that why they exclude me from gatherings?
My ex says he still “cares” that he wants to be “friends” but I’m asking too much of him. I literally asked for him to talk to me normally and make conversation, is that too much? Am I to blame?