I’ve never been in a relationship, never been kissed and I’m still a virgin. That’s okay with me despite being almost 30 years old. I feel like I should love someone to sleep with them but I want nothing to do with another person romantically. Why can’t I just allow myself to enjoy the moment and move on? I want to experience s** like any other normal person out there…. I just hate myself too much. I have ever since I can remember.
