I hacked into the facebook page of a girl I adore because I wanted certainty about our relationship. We’ve been on 3 dates so far and I’ve ruined the last one. I wanted to be sure if she didn’t want to friendzone me and now I’m even more uncertain because of the answers I got by reading all her messages to her friends about me. At first she’s really positive about us but that decreases over time.
Getting in her facebook was so simple, even a child could do it. It took me exactly 1 attempt and boom, correct password. Simple guess, it was ‘her word’ that her friends and her used a lot.
Now I feel really guilty about this and I want to get it off my chest because it wasn’t the right thing to do. I don’t believe in karma but I do know that if anyone finds out about this, I can forget it.
The reason for doing this (although I’ve said it, I feel like I should say it again) was because I felt really uncertain about the situation. Only people that have been madly in love (for 3 months while going on dates) can recognize this, the feeling tears you apart and is devastating to your mental state, I merely did this because I wanted my pain to go away.
Last is a quote: “People in love care more about themselves than about the other, people that love do the opposite”