i was in a relationship for 3 months with a boy named john and i thought he was my all. i thought we were going to last for a while as ive grown and seen the way guys are. he was different. i loved him for who he was. he didnt love me for a fact. i really thought i was the one for him and that he would prove it to me. it was always me giving the support, always me showing love and affection, and always me really showing the commitment. i tried talking to him and he said sorry many times like it was going to change. it didnt. i really saw the way he acted towards me and i was sick of it, i was tired of being the mom and giving him my all and him being the baby and not doing anything or showing anything at all. Halloween night, i met this kid named ronny and (mind you i was still with john atm) and i had some type of feelings for him but i really didnt show it cause i was dating john. 2 days ago, i started talking to ronny more and he confessed his feelings and eveything towards me and i guess i started catching more feelings. i had problems w drama at school and somehow me liking ronny spread so much. girls were talking s***, and ig john heard and he thought i was cheating on him. the way ronny treats me is way different from how john treats me. ronny treats me like i deserve to be treated. afterschool that day, i decided that it was finally best to break up with him as i was not happy with the rleationship, and myself.he smiled throughout the whole thing, and i overheard that he basically was planning to break up wi me. IM F****** PISSED CAUSE I GAVE HIM MY ALL