I am male 17 So in school i have asked a lot of people what they would consider i am they said “One of the popular guys” and “One of the hotest guys in school” and then there is this girl who’s 16.She is constantly bullied and get’s called names like “Loser” “Pig”etc.But she is mostly known as the “Loner” and “The bad girl” of the school(Despite being bullied she is still called a bad girl since she fights A LOT,is a troublemaker etc).She barelly shows any emotion and is rather cold and only has one true friend.I have started to take interest in her for a while now.Last week on friday there was a party.I went there with a few of my friends to just have fun.While i was having fun a saw here standing in a corner leaned againts a wall.So i felt confident and went to talk to her.I said “Hey” and she just looked at me dead in the eye and said “What?”.I said “Sorry to bother you, but would you like to have some juice and talk for bit?” with the most friendliest smile i could.First she looked confused but she just said sure.We went outside the club and sat on the table, there weren’t really many people around and the music wasn’t as loud and we could actually hear each other so both me and her felt comfortable.I asked “What brings you here?You don’t seem like a person that really likes to go to patry’s and just people in general.”.She said that her best friend dragged her here but somehow they separated.We talk for bit, you know the usual stuff you would talk to with the first time you talk to someone.I asked her why was she so mean to everyone and why was she so distant and cold.She just said that she has bad trust issues and is afraid of a lot of stuff including attachment,most of it because of her past, but she felt really comfortable around me and that she trust me for some reason.At this moment i felt really special since she, like i said, is really distant and doesn’t talk to anyone.I asked if she wanted to can she tell me why do she have those trust issues and about her past, of course only i she felt good about it.She said yes and told me her story.She told me when she was little that she never had a mother since she died when she was 2 so here father was a single father and they didn’t really have a great past.Her uncle was an alcoholic and drug adict, he used to abuse her, verbally and physically.She said that she trusted him but he betrayed her.She had an awful childhood in school since she didn’t have a lot of friends and was always bullied and called names.She always had really low esteem and never liked her body and face.(Even though i have heard a lot of girls in school that said they would love to have an “Hourglass body”which she 100% has).She has this scar on her neck and that scar was made when her uncle threw a beer bottle at her.Her and her father had a lot of ussues growing up and such.When she was little she was a crybaby and then she decided that she should just not show her emotions anymore, her father tought her how to fight for many reasons.I could see the hurt in her eyes and i just wanted to hug her right thn and there but i didn’t.I said taht i was really sorry for everything she went through, but she said it was fine, it wasn’t my fault.Her voice was way different than usual, it was calm, soothing but still cold and serious, just not as much.And then she did the thing i did not expect….She smiled.She NEVER smiles and it was a true smile, a smile that showed how much she loved the fact that she got that of off her shoulders, the only thing i could do i just smile even biger.I told her my past and we just talked for the rest of the night until we were tired, she even laughed couple of times.I offered her a ride home since i came with my car.She gladly ecepted it and we went to the front of her house.When we got there she started to laugh and said “What was this like a date or somethin?I fell really weird” (She said it jokingly) and i just said “I guess it was”(Not joking), the look on her face was priceless.She was as red as a tomato.I laughed and exited the car to say goonight to her and went home.I ploped on my bed while smiling like an idiot and went to sleep.But this week she acted like that night never even happend.I felt really sad but i thought of it for a while and decided to ask her best friend.She said that she fells like she would ruin my reputation by talking with me and that she would even get more bullied than she already is.I made up my mind, i’m going to ask her out on a second date next week, i raelly don’t give a s*** about reputation and i just know i fell in love with her.I felt special since she showed me a side she never shown anybody except her bestfriend. I know this was cheesy and probably a really boring story but i don’t care Wish me luck for next week!Hopefully she will say yes. -Ivan