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I may be 11, but I met this guy. Slowly, I got closer to him… The way we joked, the way we talked… the way we felt close…. It made me feel light. It made me feel something no one else had ever made me feel. I can’t get him out of my mind, but, the new year of school just started and we haven’t seen eathother all summer. When I came back to school? He didn’t seem to talk to me. At all. We shared some akward stares across the room. Then, a few days ago, in orchestra, I got seated near him, and I talked about how this year my Cello got a hard case and none of us had seen that before. Then, he he talked to me. He Referenced one of the inside jokes that we had last year, while laughing, or at least, trying not to. He was a bit red, maybe blush. I got awkward and froze up and agreed with him. Lately he’s been talking to this other girl I know, but she’s cool and she’s really nice, she’s an okay friend of mine. They talk a lot more, because I just get too awkward around him and I’m always red. (Blush o/////o) But They sit at lunch… they talk… a lot… but he smiles at me when we walk by. We used to, last year talk A LOT. We’d talk the duration of the bus ride, and as we walked to class, even if someone tried to talk to one of us, we’d be in a group of 3 and then we’d kind of ignore that person and push them out. But I don’t know anymore… Can someone please help me? I don’t know what to do.

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