i resent that i married my wife thinking that the s** would be the same as my ex girlfriend. the two are nothing alike and yet having gotten married before living with my wife i see now the error of my ways and contemplate how to have passionate s** once more with someone other than her… but it tears my up inside that the passionate s** that i want is only with her and that it is a shame that she may never have any interest what so ever in that same passionate s**…. she is 7 years my senior, already have problems with her reproductive organs and on top of all this is grossed out by the thought of trading bodily fluids much less taking on some one else’s… I am a s***** god and my talents are wasting away from a lack of passion in my marriage that i presumed would be there when i irrationally jumped at the chance to not be alone.