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I hate myself for this.
But when i was young, i accidentally stumbled upon pornographic sites when playing games online. It really was harmless and all and i didn’t know what all of it was at that time.So naturally, i clicked on it.

Ever since then i’ve had countless of times where i m********* and it was at it’s worst last year. Now i’ve stopped completely but the guilt still feeds on me. I want to confess (I’m catholic) but i’m too embarrassed to say it out loud.

The worst part is, i now have a boyfriend. He doesn’t know i’ve done this before and he asked me about it jokingly. I didn’t give him a straight reply but he said i obviously didn’t, he knew i was too ‘good and pure’ to do such things.. That killed me.
What should i do?

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