I met someone who I confided about how I was sexually abused as a child of 5 yrs of age and all they did was say that I had to be taught a lesson. now I

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I met someone who I confided about how I was s******* abused as a child of 5 yrs of age and all they did was say that I had to be taught a lesson. now I feel more guilt then ever before that all the abuse was my fault. I am thinking about suicide daily and tried to get help. I over eat to hide my shame. I am very ill. It took me a long time to open up and talk about it. I could not even talk about and everyone I have tried to get help with has hurt me. so I give up. I will pretend it never happened and stick my head in the sand like everyone else.

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i hade just joined the navy and reported to my first ship i was assigned to #2 boiler room my boss was a 38yo first class i was 17, One night after watch i was taking a shower ancame into the head and we talked some next thing i knew he was in the stall with me he told me he liked me alot and would i like to try some g****** i just noded yes he started to feel me up my chest then pulled me close and kissed me he foundled my c*** and balls i got so turned on he held up his c*** and said s*** it i got on my knees and sucked him i gaged some, He got me on my feet had me lean on the shower wall and told me to spred my a** cheeks i felt his c*** head on my a*** he said this will hurt and try not to make noise in one push he was in me and it did hurt he kept f****** me i started to cry he he held my hips shoved it all in me and cam, it started to drip out and he rubed it on my back.when he was done he asked me to be his sea p**** i said yes from that day on every day on the shp i blew him and let him f*** me

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