I have never wanted kids, but lately I have been feeling like I do, but for really bad reasons. A lot of people from my high school are having kids, and I know someday my best friends will have them too. I don’t want to be left out. I don’t want to grow old and die without passing on anything I’ve learned in my life to a child of mine, and when I think of it that way I do want kids… But at the same time I hate kids.