i confess that i make up things to prove my point. i don’t like lying but i don’t like when people go out of their way to embarrass me in front of people or communicate as if they don’t believe it when i am initially doing all i can to be as helpful to them as i can. but no one controls me but me, so starting today, at this moment i will work on this and do my best not to lie to prove my point. i know both my mom and dad are looking on from heaven and i don’t want to disappoint them. i am so sorry from the bottom of my heart. i really don’t fell good about this at all. never again.