I've masturbaded and I don't know why I keeps happening. I know very deep in my soul and my personality. I would never go look or try anything on a woman.

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I’ve masturbaded and I don’t know why I keeps happening. I know very deep in my soul and my personality. I would never go look or try anything on a woman. If a woman offered me s** with open legs on a bed right in front of me, I would never take the chance with god as my witness. I don’t think this can be some kind of addiction because after I masturbaded and some type of naked picture or something similar like breast bouncing up and down. I look away and just be disgusted. And it would go on like this for about or more than a week. Whats strange about it is that for example, I would be watching T.V. and all of the sudden, I feel a rush going into my brain or body and I instantly want to masturbaded, even though I felt great and convinced “It’s not going to happen today”.

I try to change and avoid it and did all sort to things to just stay away. But how could you avoid something when all the s***** or naked related things are every where? On T.V., those ads, women 75% naked walking in society.
I know this is not me, and I don’t want this to be the scar or the memories that haunt me for eternity, thinking that I killed my own innocences.
Because of this, during confessions, I havn’t told my adultery crimes. But hopefully, I can repay god for my crimes to pray for confession, forgiveness and a promise that if I were to change, I have to never remember the horrible times I masturbaded. This isn’t a sickness, this is something unnatural and inhuman.

New Confession

There’s nothing like a girl’s TAMPON shoved up a boy’s a s s .
He’ll get erect as it goes in. He’ll wiggle and squirm as his balls shake back and forth and his stiffened shaft wobbles.

Tampon Tim puts those tampon dispensers in the boys’ bathroom for a reason.

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