I’m a 43 year old married male, and a crossdresser with bi desires. I don’t find men attractive in the least, but I love sucking c***. I have only done it 3 times, but each of those times, I completely lost my mind. I’ve never felt that way having s** with women. I love women. I love seeing them, and feeling them. For a while I thought maybe I desired women just because I wanted to look like them. I get so jealous when I see women in cute outfits. Not just skirts and heels. I have a particular weakness for tight capris. In addition to the jealousy, I end up with depression and anger because I feel like it is so unfair that they get to wear those things, and I can’t.
