I don’t have many friends. When my boyfriend’s brother comes home from college during breaks or when my boyfriend sees his friends they play video games a lot and he stops paying attention to me a lot.I don’t like his friends because of it, and it makes me feel really bad. It hurts a lot to be ignored, and I don’t have anybody to talk to without him. I get depressed and come closer and closer to relapsing and cutting every time he’s not there. His brother is coming home for the whole summer tonight. He just got to their house. I’m scared. Really scared. I can’t go tonight alone.
But that’s terrible and I could never tell my boyfriend; I feel like such a bad person because of it.
