I know this might seem silly, but I feel bad for killing bugs. I dont want to anymore. One time I found a cricket in my room and I swuashed it with a book…I’m so sorry. It was just a cricket. It wasnt hurting anyone. Another time a roach was in my bathtub, and I sprayed it with raid. Over and over again bc it kept moving. I realized it was too much and the roach was actually dead and just still twitching. That was so unnecesary of me, it was cruel, and I’m sorry that I made a creature suffer more than it needed to. I am afraid of bugs getting into my home, but I dont want to hurt them anymore. I want to catch and take them outside when I can. I want to change as a person and do this.