A friend of mine from high school that I was wild about then committed suicide mid July. A few months prior a mutual friend if ours came into work and we

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A friend of mine from high school that I was wild about then committed suicide mid July. A few months prior a mutual friend if ours came into work and we got together and it gradually became a regular thing…. I am assuming she and Sean were somewhat still in contact via FB. I retracted from FB about 3 years ago… All the people I went to HS with were completely out of touch with me and I them. If only for the sheer fact they ran into me in person I would only then acknowledge them. Our 10 year HS reunion was on the 15th. He ran off the roof of a garage parking lot and fell to his death and was found sometime in the early hours of the 16th.

So… This girl and everyone he knew, knew I was insane over him but after being pushed away for so long I eventually moved on and hadnt been in touch with him on a day to day basis. The last time I spoke with him in person was last May. Something told me to go and see him and check on how he was doing…. His dad broke his neck in October and I left flowers on his door step and a $15 gc to Starbucks so we could go talk abou5t life or if not me then someone he was comfortable with….

Well I’ve been living with another guy for 3 nows. Right around the time I decided that FB wasn’t a necessity for having a happy life.

Well I am not engaged to him. I believe she told sean somethung like that and that lie may have had to do something with his decision as I refused to go to HS reunion as well. U was told he was and wasn’ there. He had a lot of bad going on in his life. He was pushed to the edge metophorically by all the stresses he was under. I was told his mother might have had to do something with it. At the wake, a mother of another mutual friend of ours sat next to me. I asked her if she was aware of why. She told me his ex boyfriend was engaged. And it was a major reason behind it….

This chick I’ve been spending time with
has had two abortions. She said she hadn’t talked to him since she was 22. But out if no where she calls me and talks about this guy a week before reunion at random… She probably told him about my living situation. The guy I live with is not my fiancée and never ever f****** will be. I cant stand him half the time and I live with him because I cammot afford to live on my own without my family here. I wish I had gone. I wish I knew the reason. But if that b**** said that I was engaged and thats the reason…I want the world to know it. She threw the fetus in the dumpster….no remorse. She didn’t cry at the funeral…nothing. The b**** was so emotionless. I just helped get get a job at where I work…
After our friends death I have been so emotionally derailed and I am trying to keep it together.
He was a good person.

New Confession

One of my aunts came down after my dad died to help around the house and my mother was coming in my bedroom a lot and my aunt ask her what was she doing in my bedroom so much. Well my mother told her the truth of what we were doing and she said that she wanted some too. This is the aunt I never would want to cheat on her husband and she told my mother that she wasn’t getting at home and she wanted to try me out. So my mother asked me if I wanted to give her a shot and I said yes. She dressed up very s*** and came in my room. We started slowly like kissing and very little touching. Then I put my hand on her p**** and slowly started to rub her c*** and then more and then one finger went inside her and then two. She took of her underwear and opened her legs for me and then I went down on her and her husband never did that to her amd I even rimmed her a**. She started to c** and I put my lips right over her lips and started sucking her c***. Her c** was all over my face and then she guided my c*** deep inside of her and that’s when we first did it I was f****** her and pounding her really hard I couldn’t help it she was the one that I never thought I would have s** with out of the whole family of my mom’s she was so dedicated to her husband and I knew that and I asked her if it’s okay if we keep doing this while she’s here and she said yes she wanted me to come inside of her as much as possible to get her pregnant and I asked her if the if she gets pregnant will you know it was me or somebody down here she said yes you’ll know it was somebody he just don’t know who but I want to have s** with you everyday now I’m going to be here a whole month so we’re going to f*** every single day I told her okay she wanted to have my baby and I was going to give her one and my mom kind of disagreed with that but it happened I got her pregnant and when she went back home she was pregnant with my baby but nobody ever knew except for my mom and my aunt and me she had a little baby girl and her husband thought it was his cuz they did fool around a couple of times right after me and her did so he thought it was his which is a good thing but the next time she came down the little girl wasn’t that little anymore she was already 8 years old and her mother and I did it again and she asked me if I would do the daughter too so I did I did my own daughter I ate her out I fingered her a lot just getting her ready for my c*** and I did I spent a whole day with her in my bed f****** her every which way and she loved it we fucked with the rest of the time that they were here which was 3 weeks and I fucked that little girl so much every day it was at least five times a day that we fucked and we fucked in every single room in the house and I got her pregnant at the age of 9 years old she just turned nine when she got pregnant when I got her pregnant it was her birthday down here so that was her birthday present at 9 years old.

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