okay i usualy come on this site and read, but never felt the need to write anything..
but today i really felt that i had to let it out..
one of my close friends,that i havent spoken to for while because she was impossible to reach, told me that couple of days ago, she started using drugs again..she did it twice.
she was clean for a year and a half now, i think, and it killed me to know that she couldnt resist to take it.
she didnt wanna tell me at the beginning cause she was too afraid of my reaction i guess.. and when she did, i think she regret it.. i cursed at her, she tried to explain it but i think i was too harsh..
i really was in shock and didnt know what to do, instead of listening to her i yelled..
she promised that it was the last time she would do it.. but now im afraid i lost her for good.. cuz i really wasnt that understanding and its defenetly not the reaction i would want my friend to have if it happened to me..
i really wanna tell her that im sorry for everything and that i love her so much, but i cant.. its just too hard.
all i want her to know is that im here for her no matter what, and that i love her and that she’s veryy important to me.. i love you R <3
C.
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Well she doesn’t know that, does she? You haven’t told her. Go tell her and stop wasting time on this website.
T.A.
I think she knows.. I think if she didn’t know she wouldn’t have trusted you enough to tell u.
As for the drugs, i think she needs you more than she needs them..
You know? Sometimes between friends, you don’t need to say things in order for them to feel it.
Be careful next time though..