I’ve been with my girlfriend for about 3 years now. We are a highschool couple and we have had bad history between each other cause of me. I used to have a habit of meeting ppl online and I would flirt with some girls and on rare occasions video chat with them if I could….i was a lady’s man for a while until she found out. I would tell her it’s not me that someone would be using my computer or accounts and even my phone.. she believed it for about 3 out of idk how many times but let’s says 10 times. Anyways lately I’ve been feeling angry and it’s affecting out relationship….we have already had s** but only from her back not the front…that doesn’t matter….but I am feeling tired of waiting cause we both agreed on waiting till marriage for it. And well I can take it sometimes because when I’m angry I want to be alone and she tries to make me feel better but I always push her away and take my anger out on her. She’s a wonderful girl…and I love her all much we have been through so many problems…peoole trying to break us up.. but lately I feel like I might not want to be with her….i already tried to talk to some girls at a beach with my bestfriend as my wing man but it didn’t work….im scared and want to figure out how to stop this….i can’t take it anymore…her family and my gamily are full of stress…we can’t take it and I don’t have money to move out HELP!!!