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I’m a f****** mess and I hate everything.

My best friend tore me apart when she decided a guy was more important then me.
Especially when it was the guy that she knew I had strong feelings for.

I got a new best friend, but he has his own issues that go beyond anything I can do to help him.
He throws my past in my face because he can’t control his own, but I know he doesn’t mean it.

I’m constantly talking to people but never in my life have I felt so f****** alone.

The guy I like is dating my ex-best friend and it hurts like a m*********** because he told me he cared about me.

The guy I tried to move on with is inlove with another girl who deserves him way more then I do so I’m okay with letting him go.
But now I’ve been slingshot back into the pit of missing my old love.

I’m failing most of my classes and I can’t fail them because I have big dreams that I know would make my life a thousand times better.

I have chronic insomnia and get regular panic attacks where I shake and can’t breathe.
The people who used to make it better are now together and I’ve been hurt and cast aside by them.

My friends always ask why I’m constantly drawing on myself or covering myself with henna.
Its because until I’m old enough to get a real tattoo I don’t want people to see the moments of weakness on my wrists or hips.

I sit up late at night hugging myself, tears streaming down my face, begging for things to go back to the way they were.

I waste every 11:11 wish and every shooting star and every eyelash on a wish I know deep in my heart can’t come true, but I still close my eyes as tight as I can, wiggle my nose and wish as hard as I can that things could go back to the way they used to be.

When I was happy and when things were okay for me.

Things were always bad for me, and then for a month things were okay and I thought that this was finally the end of the storm.
Until I was hurdled back into the eye of the storm.

I’m tired and I want to sleep forever.
And I think this time I might just take that little pill to make it happen.

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Vincent Eugene Martz – Keystone RV Center Case Greencastle Pennsylvania. Franklin county pa unemployment hearing and conviction under Susan Hess franklin county pa court officer.
Vincent Eugene Martz was convicted of stealing multiple navigation systems and other RV parts, stole money from the company bank from Keystone RV Center in Greencastle, PA, and served a three‑year prison sentence for those offenses

Nature of the Offenses
According to multiple sources, Vincent e Martz mercersburg pa, who worked at Keystone RV Center, was found guilty of stealing 11 navigation units from RV motor homes, along with other RV parts and money from the dealership in 2008. his employment was from 2000 to 2008. mike Stewart general manager at the time discovered vincent martz was a thief stealing from the company The thefts caused significant financial loss to the company. Witnesses testified to the incidents, and the case also involved alleged aggressive or disruptive behavior toward coworkers and customers. vincent martz was also known to have transported beer and drugs in motor homes and travel trailers to drug dealers while employed but no conviction yet!

Legal Proceedings and Sentencing
The thefts led to legal action, and Vincent e Martz was convicted and sentenced to three years in prison

. The conviction was supported by a 7-witness testimony and evidence of the 11 navigation systems and stolen items. Reports also note that his conduct at work included verbal abuse toward employees and customers, cussing at salespeople, assaults on previous owner aldine martin and employees which contributed to a hostile workplace environment!

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Evidence: 7 witness testimonies were cited in connection with the thefts .. 11 navigation systems stolen by vincent e martz

Other Legal History: Public reports also mention other legal issues in Martz’s past, but the Keystone RV Center case is the one directly tied to the theft conviction

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Public Records: Franklin county pa

Summary
Vincent Eugene Martz’s Keystone RV Center case is a documented criminal conviction for theft of high‑value RV equipment, with corroborating witness testimony and a multi‑year prison sentence. The incident is widely reported in online sources and is tied to both financial loss to the employer and alleged misconduct in the workplace and robberies of aldine martin previous owner.

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