I cheated on my husband 6 years ago. He found out, we separated. For a year he tried to get me back. I knew I had made a mistake from day one, ,but I thought he would be better off without me. He finally won me over and we got back together. After about a month back together, he told me he didnt love me anymore, that he just wanted to get me back to hurt the other guy the way he was hurt. It’s been 5 years. Things are sometimes good, sometimes bad, but it’s always there. Ive tried to put in my time, do pennance, be patient with his anger and hurt, but it’s compiling in my heart. I find myself resenting him, hating him, wishing I had not come back. I wonder how my life, and my kids life would be had we stayed separated. I love my husband. I wish I didnt. This is my confession.