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I’ve lost around 80 pounds (250-166) and I still dont feel like living but I don’t want to die. I thought I was going to be happier after this weight loss but my depression has actually increased. I fantasize about suicide but I can’t, I’m a mother and a wife, I have to fulfill my duties, I love them too much to hurt them.
I’m so tired of hiding these feelings, but nobody has time for this s***, I dont want to be a burden to anybody.

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