I cheated on my boyfriend. He kicked me out. I drove back to my home state. I got involved with who I thought was my best friend (a male) and panicked when he wanted to be my boyfriend. I packed my car and left on a “mini vacation”. I spent a month at this guy’s house that I met on the internet. He was a scary drunk. I left again. I’m back in the state my ex-boyfriend and I lived in, living with the man I cheated on him with.

And I can’t stop thinking about someone else.

I don’t know what to do.