I love him… right now our relationship is completely strained, and we’re almost like strangers. We haven’t talked for weeks, but I have this gut feeling that we’ll make up one day; and be close again. In our own time, we’ll make things work, and our love will be forever rekindled. For now, I am content with just knowing that I haven’t given up on him, and that he thinks it will work out if I believe it will… And I do believe that. Never will doubt cloud my mind again. And who knows.. maybe this distance thing is good for us? It HAS given me time to think more rationally about my feelings and whatnot.. Now if only I didn’t send him those uberly emotional messages on facebook haha. I blame my period (no, seriously. They were always a week before my monthly!) Agh, whatever. Things will work out one way or another. 🙂