I cheated on my Girlfriend when I was drunk last year, and it eats me up inside.. I want to tell her, but I don’t want to lose her. . I’m in a long distance relationship. No excuse, because I knew exactly what I wanted, someone to hold. But I honestly love my Girlfriend with every fiber of my being, it just got lonely with out her….

Now I can’t help but think shes continually cheating behind my back. It keeps me up all night. Its what I deserve. I think shes in the same boat though… she loves me but I’m not there either.