I thought I was totally over you.
Then I saw you at the gym and I thought: “it’s okay, I’m okay”
Then you refused to acknowledge me at all and I thought: “it’s fine, I’m fine”
But then when I saw you with her.
Talking to her, hugging her, kissing her on the cheek.
I teared up and I realised, its not bloody okay, it isn’t f****** fine.

She’s my best friend and you chose her over me.
You made me feel special and you made me feel important.
You made me think You loved me and then you just stayed away
Now you’re giving that all to her and you’ve left me in a gutter to waste away in tears.
You f****** led me on.
And I f****** hate you for it and I think you’re a sleazy b****** for doing what you did.

Then why the f*** can’t I let go?